Hi I am Klara. I am fifteen years old. I am having many troubles in school and at home. And I think I need some help, but I waited to long to get it.

Now I am dead. I died November 3^rd 2010. I was walking home by myself in the middle of the night. It was very dark and scary. I was walking up to my grandparent’s house after volleyball practice. The street lights flickered. I heard noises in the bushes so I started a light jog. I was already very worn out from volleyball practice but I just kept going. I kept hearing noises so I started to run then before I knew it I was at my grandparent’s house.

My mother works very late night and I have never met my father. My mom doesn’t know this but I actually talk to him all of the time on Facebook. He says he wants to meet but I’m not sure he seems a little bit weird. Finally when my mother got done with work she showed up at my grandparent’s house completely wasted. So I just grabbed all of my stuff and started to walk down the dark and scary road in the middle of the night. I didn’t even worry about the flickering street lights or the noises I heard. All I could think about was getting away from my mom before she slaps me across the face for no reason.

As I was on my way down the hill I saw I figure coming up the road. It kind of freaked my out. So I just kept walking and my phone beeped and it said that the battery was low. So I couldn’t call out. As I got closer to the figure he ran toward me and pulled me in to the bushes. It turns out he was my father and he put me down on the ground and raped me. He held a knife to my throat and said that if I said anything he would slit my throat. He forced me into a car and drove for about an hour. And he dropped me off and said you will pay for what your mother did to me. He stuck u gun to my head and pulled the trigger.

Now I wonder what would have happened if my mother didn’t show up wasted now I dead and I wonder why?